but also immortal. Usually it's around the teenage years and early 20s
When we're young, the world is ours for the taking; everything
seems geared towards us and runs in perfect synchronicity with the
pace of our lives. Then, one day, it dawns on us that we're no longer
trust me, that's the way things go.
Now, believe me when I say that I'm not the kind of person who
revels in anyone's death, but I sometimes wonder if younger people's
untimely expiration is Nature's way of reassuring us 'oldies' that being
young is not necessarily any indication of being accorded favoured status,
and that, young or old, we're all equally subject to termination at short
(or even no) notice. If being 20 is no guarantee that we'll reach 50, then
perhaps 50-year-olds shouldn't feel so threatened by the passage of time
as they do. Life's a lottery and our numbers can come up at any time.
I feel that I should somehow find the above notion reassuring,
I lingered by a gate a little while
and watched some children play in fields of green.
Their joyous voices gave me cause to smile
and filled my troubled soul with thoughts serene.
If only I could once again be young
and join them in their happy escapades,
then all my years would be a song well-sung
and I could claim I've lived my life in spades.
I leave the gate - alas, my mood turns low,
the chills of age envelop my frail frame.
I know I have not very long to go
'til he who wields the sickle calls my name.
But I have lived and loved, both lost and won
and now the course of my life's race is run.
(Harvest Gate by Iain Osborne.)