Friday 11 January 2013

THE BRIGHT SIDE OF LIFE?



There's a time in every young person's life when they assume, without ever really thinking about it, that they're not only invincible but also immortal.  Usually it's around the teenage years and early 20s when we labour under this delusion, and I have to confess that I was no exception. When we're young, we think we're going to be young forever, and old age and death seem so distant as to be unimaginable.  Then one day we wake up and realise that, not only are we 'over the hill', we're also actually halfway down the other side and somebody has cut the brakes.  What's more, we don't even recall getting to the top of that hill to begin with.  Shouldn't we at least remember the view?

When we're young the world is ours for the taking, and everything seems geared towards us and runs in perfect synchronicity with the pace of our lives.  Then, one day, it dawns on us that we're no longer participants in life's race, but merely observers, sitting on the sidelines, watching younger people revelling in a world that appears to have been created exclusively for them.  How one can be relegated to the benches without being aware of when it happened is a bit of a mystery, but trust me, that's the way things go.

Now, believe me when I say that I'm not the kind of person who revels in anyone's death, but I sometimes wonder if younger people's untimely expiration is Nature's way of reassuring us 'oldies' that being young isn't necessarily an indication of being accorded favoured status, and that, young or old, we're all equally subject to termination at short (or even no) notice.  If being 20 is no guarantee we'll reach 50, then perhaps 50-year-olds shouldn't feel so threatened by the passage of time as they do.  Life's a lottery and our numbers can come up at any moment.  Not quite a 'lucky dip' - but you get the point, I'm sure.

I feel that I should somehow find the above notion reassuring, but for some reason I remain unconvinced.  How about you?

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Harvest Gate

                                            I lingered by a gate a little while
                                            and watched some children play in fields of green.
                                            Their joyous voices gave me cause to smile
                                            and filled my troubled soul with thoughts serene.

                                            If only I could once again be young
                                            and join them in their happy escapades,
                                            then all my years would be a song well-sung
                                            and I could claim I've lived my life in spades.

                                            But as I leave the gate, my mood turns low,
                                            the chills of age envelop my frail frame.
                                            I know I haven't very long to go
                                            'til he who wields the sickle calls my name.

                                            But I have lived and loved, both lost and won
                                            and now the course of my life's race is run.

(Iain Osborne.)   

7 comments:

TwoHeadedBoy said...

Well that's a cheerful start to the day...

I'm currently at that terrifying phase when 30's rapidly approaching and nothing's changed since I was 20 - and now I'm anticipating that every decade will be just as quick and pointless as this one.

Kid said...

You know me - keep 'em laughing, that's my motto.

moonmando said...

To be honest Kid,i`m perfectly happy being an observer.I really would hate to be one of the young team nowadays.The present for me is perfectly fine,apart from the usual physical discomforts that maturity brings.Nostalgia and reminiscence are the perfect antidote to this and are the one thing the young can only aspire to.

Kid said...

I'd love the energy and optimism of youth, and the wisdom of maturity - to me, that's the perfect package. Unfortunately, they seem to be mutually exclusive.

Dougie said...

I'd agree that they are mutually exclusive. Case in point: one of my boys, who's nearly 17, asked me yesterday what sentence you might get for having a party in a stranger's house and breaking some windows. If one of your mates had a key- surely it would just be community service?

Naturally,my spider-sense told me this had obviously already happened. My second thought was he might be at the wind-up but we'll see what happens on Monday...

There is nothing like working in a school to make you realise your mindset is truly middle-aged. You see them come in as shrimpy wee things, burbling about their dog or seeing ghosts. Seemingly only days later, they leave as shambling, hairy hulks, hell-bent on vodka and weed.

Kid said...

Seems to me, Dougie, that you're ideally suited to observe both the best and the worst of human nature in your job. Is that a plus or a minus, and does the satisfaction outweigh the despair?

Dougie said...

It's often hilarious but sometimes it is sad, especially when you can anticipate how deprivation will have an impact on the wee yins. And there is deprivation, while the Moravians holidaying in Dubai might be able to overlook it.

The desperado who told me about the "house party" - where, allegedly an over-18 yr old was in attendance, to my relief- came up at the end of the day to get a practice paper for the Prelim. A mature and wise decision or a piece of theatre for me and senior management? I habitually see both possibilities.



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